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Sunday, April 9, 2006

down and up (view this post) (print this post) :: No comments

sleepy/wasted morning, lunch and yardwork in the afternoon, first irises of 2006, dinner, grocery shopping, ‘emotional surgery’

Posted by KJ @ 10:33 pm :: Garden, Grieving ::

Saturday, April 8, 2006

progress (view this post) (print this post) :: No comments

tree wisterias, lily bed, Dan’s tree, Japanese maples, C3, PoV

Posted by KJ @ 9:06 pm :: Advocacy, Garden, Grieving ::

Friday, April 7, 2006

multiple memorials (view this post) (print this post) :: No comments

got the official death certificates today. starting to make plans for the tee quilt and June memorial service, publishing the obits and a PoV article

Posted by KJ @ 10:06 pm :: Advocacy, Memorials, Grieving ::

Thursday, April 6, 2006

better (view this post) (print this post) :: No comments

DSL up: worked on EHCF ideas and N&O editorial response

Posted by KJ @ 9:58 pm :: Advocacy, Memorials, Grieving ::

Wednesday, April 5, 2006

slow going (view this post) (print this post) :: 1 comment

DSL still out; dinner at Sue’s; legalities; missing Dan; memorial plans slowly falling into place

Posted by KJ @ 10:31 pm :: Memorials, Garden, Grieving ::

Monday, April 3, 2006

natural causes (view this post) (print this post) :: 1 comment

N&O editorial; changing my work benefits; urn pickup; DSL outage; grief book. Memorial services will be here in NC on the weekend of June 10-11.

Posted by KJ @ 11:02 pm :: Advocacy, Memorials, Grieving ::

Saturday, April 1, 2006

one week (view this post) (print this post) :: No comments

One week ago tonight … it does not quite seem like Dan’s death just happened, but it doesn’t seem like a full 7 days either. (Probably because those days, like the 7 days preceding it, were so atypical of ‘normal life’, well, as normal as it got post-diagnosis.) Telling people Dan has died is […]

Posted by KJ @ 10:51 pm :: Garden, Grieving ::

Thursday, March 30, 2006

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no autopsy after all … memorial plans, new books to read, food, baseball caps, clothes, discs, Dan’s paperbacks

Posted by KJ @ 10:40 am :: Memorials, Grieving ::

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

words of comfort (view this post) (print this post) :: 4 comments

collection of poems, prayers, etc which have been given or sent to us in memory of Dan

Posted by KJ @ 11:23 am :: Memorials, Grieving ::

Monday, March 27, 2006

starting to plan (view this post) (print this post) :: 3 comments

more ramblings, from the past 36 hours … on Jane, Dan’s ring, making a quilt, the funeral home, Charlotte’s urn, visitors, EHCF donation and disc golf arrangements in progress, the Big Dipper, Michelle, our pets, the autopsy, pictures of Dan, and the comforts of soup …

Posted by KJ @ 3:07 pm :: Memorials, Grieving ::